Hi, Greetings of the day.
Went through your description. It appears to be major depressive disorder, but there might be other possibilities also as your description is not exhaustive.
Depression is a disorder that Alters your way of looking at world and you may experience other symptoms like helplessness, hopelessness and worthlessness.
Try to structure your day, so activities that you enjoy and engage in some physical activity. Talk to your family members about the symptoms, especially suicidal thoughts. I recommend you to visit a clinical psychologist or psychiatrist for proper diagnosis and management of Condition.
Dr Dherandra Kumar
Consultant Clinical and Child Psychologist
Apollo Hospital, Noida