Suspected Outer ear cholesteatoma.

Hello, I  suspect that I have cholesteatoma. I can feel a large bulge under my skin which is like bundel of thin fibers and sheets of skin, unknowingly I tried pulling it out strand by strand of these bands of skin but at that time i didn't realise it was under my skin, I kept pulling them as they irritated me but then I felt these things under the skin of my face and neck, these bands then started approaching near my right side eye, I kept moving them away by manipulating them from over the facial skin, same I kept doing with those that went towards my neck. I tried to tell many ENT doctors but they rubbish it by saying that I am mentally imagining things, but the problem kept Increasing. The condition now is that it's putting pressure on my nerves in my throat, especially the carotid artery as I keep moving them away from my that nerve because whenever there's pressure there my heart rate shoots up, I feel pressure in my chest and dizziness. please help confirm my suspicion.