I am 30. I have PCOS, n recently found that my partner has low sperm count. I see my friends getting pregnant, and I feel sad. I get mad at myself. because i want to feel happy for them. Idon’t want to hate people. I think babies are beautiful. but i can’t help the jealousy. The envy. The resentment. It really creeps me out at times when I look at myself. What a crazy woman I have turned into. And i search for positive things. But I can't find any. Bcoz all I got till now are fake promises. I don't see any effort from him a little part of me dies. I spend all day managing it. Trying not to cry. Trying not to scream. Trying not to loose it. But I loose it n hurt the ones close to me. I don't know what to do.
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