About a year ago I recalled a memory from my childhood of me kissing a neighbor of mine. I was about 4 years old at the time and to my knowledge he was about 13. I am a male and am 19 years of age and my sexual orientation, as far as I can remember, has always been heterosexual. As soon as I recalled the memory I wanted it out of my head but as time progressed I started getting intrusive thoughts about everything. I would read something about
aids and convince myself that I have aids.