Ocd intrusive unwanted thought. Me out!

Sir I have suffer ocd with intrusive thoughts last 1 years, I have always thought that may be something happened with me like I should harm myself or killing my self. I don't want this type of things or thought but can't control I already take medicine for 9 month after I feel cured but after quiting from last 5 month I feel same symptoms again with most unwanted and intrusive thought repeatedly. For that I unable to do work and live my life easily. I feel always tensed for future and these disease. Now I am taking this allopathy medicine it's addict me doctor told me to start again the dose but I want prefer homepathy or ayurvedic. I am taking homepathy last one month for ocd but still not improved. My question is can naturally or therapy can cured ocd. I didn't want to take allopathic medicine please help me out