Hi there,
It hurts very bad I understand....
You are 19 and it's 6 years of relationship you are telling that means you know her since you were 13 or 14 years old....
She could be your neighbour, class mate or school mate....
Yes it will hurt badly as this is your first heart break and let me put it straight to you, you may never ever forget her!!!! As she is the first one who made you feel butterflies in your stomach....
It's very natural to feel so when you like some one much.... But, don't you think there is certain better plan for you ahead.... If it wasn't why would you loose her? God is doing this for your own best....It may sound illogical for you now, but after few years you will understand that whatever happened was for good!!!
So it's time now for you to focus on your life....
Though, it will take time for you may be 6 months or a year her memories will fade away if you get yourself constructive!
Now it's time to focus on yourself....
Cry how much ever you want, take your own time but then how long can you cry?
It's a huge life waiting for you with many opportunities.... Put your mind, on studies, enjoy with your friends, spend quality time with your parents....
We can sit together and sort out your emotions one by one and discover your own self... I do Tele counselling as well....
Next Steps
Consult a professional psychologist or Counsellor and try to resolve emotional upheavals....
Health Tips
Listen to light music...
Watch some jovial movies like house full 4
Catch up with your friends and donot sit alone...
Work on your hobbies....
Go for cycling or swimming....
Enjoy your life....
Most important, Move on.....
Keep smiling, be positive....
Take care....