Having body aches, feeling that I doesn’t fit in to human standards , feeling low and anxious, needs urgent attention. Don’t neglect these psychological issues. I feel you need evaluation for depression. In our society, depression usually presents like this. Good medications are available and you can really feel better if you use medications for 5-6 months.
Next Steps
Urgent Psychiatric evaluation. Visit near by psychiatrist.
Health Tips
Speak to the person who makes you feel comfortable and share your problems. Talking to some else and discussing your issues can give you some relief. But medications will give you more benefit.