Hi... Attraction doesn't last for 9-10 years so it is certainly a warm bond you both share. May be after marriage things are not feeling the way you envisaged, when you were dating (mostly distant) but that doesn't mean it's not love. Our imagination is more powerful than reality. So when we are imagining love or how we'll feel when we are with someone we love, it's always heightened. But when we actually spend time with that person, it may not feel that intense. So it is always best to not anticipate and rather experience it first hand.
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Interpersonal Relationship Counselling is required.
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