Hi... Please update your resume on job platforms online. Even if it means just updating the date or resubmitting your resume. Most recruiters/hr professionals search based on the recently updated resumes. Once you do that start working in your present company based on what your manager/supervisor tells you to do or expects from you, without using your own personal discretion. This kind of harassment and politics usually happens when your manager is not in support of you or instead is against you for some reason. Remember, job performance or growth in the same company is not just an outcome of your talent or hard work, but also the soft part of your performance which includes people's perception of you. Wherever humans are appraising human the outcome will be highly subjective. We all make decisions not just based on facts but also based on our own intuition, liking, opinion, etc. Your lack of confidence in finding a better job or handling the financial burden is more a product of your internal fears and social reality (family background, education, backup, etc.). You can seek counselling to address these concerns.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychologist.
Interpersonal Guidance and Career Counselling is required.
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Mr. Gunjan Maithil
Senior Psychologist
Cell: nine six seven one three zero three one three four
Website: https://gunjanmaithil.wixsite.com/therapy
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