Looks can be deceiving.. u can connect with me on this part on practo. Rest you are suffering from loneliness and depression. It would be better if you connect with psychotherapist asap.

It seems to be BDD. It needs to be treated asap otherwise it may get complicated. It can be treated well with counseling sessions and homeopathic medicine effectively. You need an expert Psychologist who is a good homeopathic physician.

It sounds like you're carrying a lot of emotional weight from your past experiences, particularly in relation to your upbringing and the limitations you faced during childhood. These early experiences can significantly impact our self-perception and how we navigate the world as adults. It's understandable that these feelings of insecurity and comparison might arise, especially when seeing others achieve things you desire.

Hi, sometimes our relatives or we ourselves does this comparison & set some beauty standards, which fails us to realize our own potential & uniqueness. It just spreads in every area of life. Negativity cycle. Through subconscious mind training we can reverse it. Release all that past & build positive & strong present. Its safe drugless therapy. Take Care

Take one step at a time okay I think that a lot of issues that are going through your mind that we need to address you can reach out to me. Just talk to me about your feelings and what you’re going through. Will check out a plan and make a routine for you can stick to it and it will help you feel better. All the best.

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I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling this way. It's completely natural to compare ourselves to others, but it's important to remember that everyone's journey is unique. Your worth is not determined by external factors such as appearance or travel experiences. If these thoughts are affecting your well-being, consider talking to a mental health professional. They can provide support and strategies to help you navigate these feelings. Also, try focusing on the positive aspects of your life and set small, achievable goals to work towards.

Parental dominance, which our society seems to propagate as normal in its value system, has damaged the self-confidence of many young people all along. While you couldn't have changed your childhood living environment and it's influence on your emotions and feelings, it would be sensible on your part now to outgrow that influence because you are an individual first and only then your parents' son. Along with the possible negative influence of such an environment in your self-confidence, it is also likely that it gave you deep rooted guilt, from which you may be finding it difficult to come out too. These situations warrant your getting guided by a psychologist on how to improve your personality to become assertive and confident even while ensuring that it does not conflict with the need for you to be acceptable in your family as well as in the society. The process of such a change is likely to take some time. But you need to change to ensure that you lead a meaningful and emotionally stable life.

Hi, thank you for reaching out. That’s the first step towards taking control of your wellbeing and feeling better :) it’s completely natural and human to compare oneself with others and feel disheartened when they have certain external factors in their favour more than oneself. This often leaves us feeling demotivated and frustrated. At these times, trying to be grateful and looking at the positives seems easier said than done. Nonetheless, you deserve to learn the techniques to manage and navigate your emotions, to readjust your focus in life, and to work on any underlying concerns in order to live a fuller life. Consulting a counselling psychologist can help with the same.

It must be a very hard phase. Not being able to feel the freedom and experience the things you wanted to and worked hard for, must be a heartbreaking feeling. Also as you mentioned that you are also dealing with body image issues  making you feel worse about yourself. This all must be very hard and too much to deal with at the same time. My advice will be some love and care for yourself which is much needed at this time despite the responsibilities you should take care of yourself. Along with this, working with a therapist helps you much better and faster. I am sure you will be able to come out of these hard feelings with time. Take care.

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