Wandering thoughts. Sacrifice everythng.

Am a mother of 3yr old, married for 5yr, I had a love marriage. I've known him for almost 9yrs now, we love each other alot. After delivery my mind had changed a lot,am getting too excentric very short tempered,and out of control, my child plays n messes up the place,so had to clean my home 4to 5times, i do all household works. Feeding my child is one big challenge. my husband does not participate in any work I do,nor has time to talk to me,am always in home,doing work looking after my kid. haven't gone out long since delivery. recently we quarrel a lot for every tiny lil thngs,which is based due to my kid. Am unble to handle such situations. I feel very angered that I shout on top of my voice n thnk of getting out of house or feel hurting myself, i knw am not myself at that time. Feel like my husband has lost love over me. I tried humpty number of times explaining to my hubby, no use, I feel like going out everyday,at the end its for my kid I have to sacrifice everythng.