Suffering since past 6-7 years.

Suicide is not answer to any issue of life.  So I wud advice that you take professional help.  For your problem Past Life Regression Therapy seems the best answer.  Though an initial intake session is required to assess deeply.  So 2 sessions can give answer to all your questions.  So find a psychologist who is trained in PLR like me who can assist you with issues you r dealing with.  To heal your anxiety follow the following links PMR - https://youtu.be/iho02wuzgkc When done regularly twice a day, this exercise gradually alleviates the anxiety and is a sure shot method to relieve anxiety. But should be done religiously. Make a self rating scale of 0 to 10 where 0 = absence of anxiety , 10 = highest level of anxiety experienced. Each time you set yourself to do this exercise - note your anxiety level on 0 to 10 scale in a copy. Do the rating before exercise and after the exercise. Twice daily. Thus in a day u get 4 readings. Tai Chi - https://youtu.be/ceos2zoyqw4 Tai chi is a form of exercise specifically to direct your hyper energies to slow down and channelize your anxious and stress energy to Love Energy. It is a tested and tried exercise to alleviate stress and anxiety. Anxiety Healing Music - https://youtu.be/ck3gjflzplg Mantra to Improve Focus - https://youtu.be/oreeaofi4bg OM jaap is one such mantra which allows your vibrations to become positive and aligns you to cosmic rhythm itself for ease in life.

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