Residual depression symptom. Plz help.

I have suffered for 5 years from clinical depression. Now the problem I'm facing mostly is that: When I try to be serious, dedicated, ambitious for my future, my body starts to heat up and then sweat which feels like a signal that my mind is now not capable of doing something which requires focus/concentraion and logical thinking like studying as I want to become IES as it was my dream before depression. I can't live with low intellect as this thing is happening since an year and no psychiatrist or psychologist has helped me till now. I feel like dying sometimes coz of low self esteem but I stop coz of my mother. I have wasted enough money in treatment but nothing helped. Only Supragya(Ayurvedic Ath Ayurdham) has helped. I just have one request from psychiatrists, please tell me is it possible to reverse this or not. My doc. says that it is anxiety coz of sweat but this is coz of a disease I suffered which made my mind like this.If u have seen any case like this before then plz help.