I am a student. I think i am suffering from depression. I don't feel like doing anything. I just want to sleep the whole day, without any food intakes. I lack interest in anything i do. I feel like going on a long journey alone from where I can never come back. I just want myself to become lost somewhere. I want to sit on a train for an endless journey. I get suicidal thoughts but I can't do that due to mother. I just don't like anyone around me. But occassionally, I become fine temporarily. But after that, I become the same lonely creature of which I am myself unknown. I want to loose myself to the universe, but its a difficult process. I don't know wat shud i do. I just cover my ears with earplugs and never want to uncover them, until it starts paining my ears. I dont like the environment, the home, the people, i just like the blue sky, nd want to keep glaring at it endlessly. Please suggest me what should I do? Is there any medication or therapy?
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