Depression. With all this? what to do?

It seems you need to love yourself. Ur expecting others to support u morally. For clear thinking about ur issues and to make positive changes in ur life. U can take psychological counseling with me online.

Thankyou for sharing! You need to see a psychologist like me to help you sort out your feelings. Talking to a professional will help you  ventilating which can be cathartic.

Please seek  professional help.

You can read this book called Power of Subconscious Mind by Dr Joseph Murphy.

Hey Sorry! I think talking with a professional will help you a lot Consult with me or any psychologist for therapy and counseling online All the best :)

You first consult a general physician and check for health issues.. Regarding mental health you need counseling.. Yes.. It's difficult to live with abusive husband..  Need more details to help you

contact me for personal sessions

I understand the pain that you are going through. Every struggle will have an happy ending provided how they take the situation and learn to handle it.  Right way of seeing, appreciating, absorbing, contemplating, going deep to root cause and breaking down the situation will lead to lucid thoughts, which inturn gives you clarity in past, present and future. Train your heart and mind to lead more meaningful and happiest life ever. A trained mind can throw light on her child. Your pains are encountered to gift you something more beautiful which you can cherish whole life. Good luck..

Train your heart and mind to witness beautiful you in this moment and obviously in the next moment.

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