Behavioural Problems. Fix it anymore!

Dr. S.Arunkumar said consult again for my behavioral issues and tell about my childhood. Back in highschool i had never gotten out of my house because i needed to take good care of my other 4 siblings. I think thats why i'm a little mad about them. And in highschool i had an affair with my former bestfriend, he used me for 3 years and all of that he had a girlfriend so i'm the side chick and i didnt listen to my friends because i loved him so much back then. Another story is my daddy is always yelling and scolding for a simple mistake which leads me to crying. I think that nobody loves me at all. And now i have a boyfriend that i have been dating for almost a year. And i think he's getting tired of my anger or behavioral problems i cant handle myself. About my past is i think why my attitude is like this and i cant fix it anymore