Hello!
I understand your problem it is stress due to various factors. You said there are crying spells, panic attacks so you need to see a psychiatrist and check if medication is needed. You would also need help from a psychologist to understand the origin of stress and heal it. She/he would also guide you with healthy coping mechanisms to deal with stressors now and later.
Next Steps
Please seek help from a psychiatrist and a psychologist.
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You can surely overcome this stressful phase in your life with professional help.