Good day my Friend,  I can understand your concern. You need to ventilate your feeling, emotions and concern  with a friend or family member who can understand your suitation or take professional help from us. You are covered with a lot of negativity in your life and it's important to clearly those before planning next move. With a disturbed mind you can't take any right decisions. Be positive.  You can slowly over from your problems if you are willing to make few changes in your mindset/ belief system. Definitely we can help you to achieve this. Feel free to reach me online or direct consultation to assess your physical and mental symptoms to recommend suitable non medicine alternative solutions to manage your problems.

Hi. Dont focus on conditions of worth. Be unconditional in approach. Its like you're a strong person and those incidents cannot take away yourself totally  away ...you're telling your past now, this moment...acknowledge your strength. Be active in loneliness.. write or read books

Dear Sir/Madam, We can understand your situation. We request you to kindly visit the clinic to get the issie/problem sorted out. Call Double nine four double zero triple seven three two. Thanks Dr.HemaKarthik

It is depressing to see someone facing so many things deep inside  you have explained nicely but you haven't written about your physical condition are you facing any kind of pain or body ache,are your hormones functioning normally please get your self checked.even vit D b12 & hemoglobin count plays an important role. Sometimes we can't forgive others for what they have done to us in past and in this process we spoil our present.if possible talk to your husband amicably to explain your point please don't get hyper,that spoils. If you are  qualified to work Profesionally start working or work towards it.shift your thinking from what expectations from others to what you can do for yourself.practice being calm and believe in the joy of letting go.

Thank you for reaching out. I understand how you must be feeling. It must be very hard for you. Please know that you are not alone. Reach out to a friend or a family member you can confide to, who will provide you support. It is highly recommended for you to visit a therapist as they would be able to provide you with the support and comfort you require. I hope this answer helps you. Take care.

Yes.. It is indeed unfortunate that your near and dear ones are unable to understand your feelings.. That does not mean thats the end of your life.. Everyone of us has some potential inate within us and there will be some purpose for our life.. Before you take any hasty decision about your life, I think you can get clarity by Seeking a professional support.. Consult a psychological Counselor..