It seems to be PPD (post partum depression). It needs to be treated asap otherwise it may get complicated. Post partum psychological changes are quite common and there can be more to it...as per your life experience and feelings. You need to open up to the right expert asap. It can be well treated with counseling sessions and homeopathic medicine effectively if required. It needs to be treated well in a holistic approach for complete recovery. You need an expert Psychologist who is a good homeopathic physician. Homeopathic medicine would be safe for you and your baby..

Consult psychotherapist

Hi, I'm truly sorry you're feeling this way. Please know that you're not alone, and there are people who want to support you through this difficult time. It’s very important that you reach out to a mental health professional, such as a counselor or psychiatrist, who can help you navigate these overwhelming feelings and provide the support and guidance you need. Talking to someone you trust, like a close friend or family member, can also be helpful. Remember, your feelings are valid, and with help and support, things can get better. You are a strong person for caring for your children, and seeking help is a brave and essential step toward finding relief and hope. Please consider contacting a mental health professional or a helpline in your area right away.

Hi, Consult a psychologist.May be you are suffering from post partam depression

I know you’re tired. I know it feels like too much right now. But just because you’re a mom doesn’t mean you’re not allowed to break down. You’re human first. You’re allowed to ask for help, to cry, to feel lost. But please—don’t give up. Your babies need you, not just as a mother, but as you. And you deserve a life that feels worth living, not just surviving. Let’s talk. Let’s work through this, one small step at a time. Take therapy, and you can connect with me on nine two six six seven two six zero six five.

Hi there, I’m truly sorry you’re feeling this overwhelmed right now. The weight you’re carrying sounds incredibly heavy, and it’s understandable to feel lost when you’re managing so much—especially as a mother of three, including a baby just 10 months old. First, I want to say this clearly: Your life matters. Even though it feels unbearable right now, there is help, and you do not have to go through this alone. What you’re describing could be symptoms of postpartum depression, clinical depression, or deep emotional exhaustion—and all of these are treatable. You are a mother, yes—but you are also a person who deserves healing, rest, and care. Your children need you—not just your efforts, but your presence, your love, and your recovery. Please hold on and reach out. Help is there, and things can get better, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now. With care and concern, you don’t need to feel alone

Post partum Depression hits when it is difficult to manage the child or the child becomes troublesome. Take some time out for self care, pamper yourself, take a break from being a full time mom if you can by arranging a care taker at home, so you have some time to relax. Communication your feelings to your closed ones, so they know your difficulty and are able to take care of you and kids. Please take counselling sessions. Take care.

Please be kind to yourself. Healing takes time, but it is absolutely possible with the right support. You're not alone—and help is available.

Hi, I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. I can sense how heavy things must be for you right now. Please know that you’re not alone—what you’re experiencing is incredibly serious, and your life matters deeply, especially to your three little ones who need you more than anything. You deserve support, care, and relief from this pain. These thoughts can be a sign of severe emotional exhaustion or depression, which are treatable with the right help. Please don’t wait. Reach out to a mental health professional immediately. If you’re feeling unsafe, contact a trusted family member or visit the nearest hospital. Your well-being is important—not just for your children, but for you.

Postpartum depression is a common thing. There could be hormonal imbalances too that need to be addressed. Don’t worry you’ll get over the feeling with professional help. And you’ll get back to your children with more enthusiasm and hope and you’ll start loving your life again. Do seek professional help. Thank you