Hi,
Based on your description of what you are going through it seems like you may be experiencing symptoms of anxiety and depression, which can be challenging to manage on your own.
It's important to reach out to a professional who can provide a proper diagnosis and personalized treatment options. They can offer guidance and support tailored to your specific situation on identifying the underlying reasons .
The Psychologist will help you navigate your feelings, provide coping strategies, and guide you towards self-love and self-care in an effectively positive manner .
Next Steps
Consult a Psychologist.
Health Tips
Try exercise, hobbies, meditation, relaxation techniques , good diet and sleep hygiene.