Hello. I understand, what you’re going through, and your concerns are very genuine. Your doc must have given you the meds based on the psych-eval they did.
Understand one thing, the dose you have been prescribed is very low and usually considered safe. If your emotional symptoms are under control with that dosage then your shrink might not consider uptitration.
Next Steps
In that case supportive environment, psychoeducation of your partner/ family members is extremely important. A positive and nurturing ambience can really help you stay more grounded .
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Consider simultaneously talking to a therapist. Take care