What happened to myself. Please help me.

Sir/madam Actually i had an exposure 11 months before from the 15th day itself i have faced many symptoms all are like joint pains,muscle ache's,feeling tiredness,head ache,cough,some small sores on the face, night swets etc all are like hiv but i tested in 3,4,5,7,10,11 months all are came negative i have done PCR test also it too negative and finally i decided to meet a sexologist he suggested me andrology 1,2 tests in that test i got hiv negative but HSV1 possitive after that he told me its nothing u can live a normal life and have a marriage also not a problem like that simple words but still i am having all symptoms its killing me and in internet also it mentioned that only simple problems because of HSV1 but i am having sivior fproblems my face changed i am Luking ugly what happened to me any other virus attacked me suggest me what tesys i need to tale and how i can live normal life please help me....