Want to forget my past. Few sec ago.

Recent days i m feeling lazy, not hving any mood for doing anything. my Family and love problem are haunting my thoughts. i want to live simple life, i want to study but no concentration after office work. i m starving more now days, feeling slpy every time, no mood to work, study, if i express any feelings to my bf, he ll not support me or appreciate for whatever i m doing now. no one understanding how i m going through. m feeling sick every time. i want to forget him and my family too. plzz help me to forget. no one really want me in this world. whenever i fight with family and him, i feel to die and suicide. i want attention care and love, but no one is there for that. i tried to overcome but i m failing again. if i start to study atleast, i ll forget last sentence what i read just few sec ago. i m going crazy plzz save me from this.