Oedipus Complex. Iamntabletkcrofmyself.

I feel my behavior shows severe symptoms of d Oedipus Complex. Its a little complex and distinctive where I am always talking to authority figures in my head, always in my head- too many voices of others which I create in my head, somewhat like a roleplay where in I keep conversing with these authority figures with whom I share a love hate relationship similar to the relationship i share with my mother(she is dealing with Schizophrenia and is not on meds since past 7-10 mnths, she does not accepts her special condition). I have observed a pattern in my behavior where in i get attracted to bossy, confident, charming and often arrogant individuals (women mostly) and seek affection, care and love from them which i could never receive from my mother. often i try to please them a lot, especially now when i have moved in with my mother since last year. I feel suffocated from within as their is no private space i have n all the health n fincial prbms fam is dealing wit.iamntabletkcrofmyself.