MENTAL ISSUE. I am having terrible time!

I am having terrible time regarding my mental health i have earned very hard earned money working for 5-6 years almost continuesly and collected a good amount of money thats what all i have i dont have any property or any family money but i dont know what happened with me now i am not likeing my money i dont want to do anything with my money and i always feel tensed and i think a lot about what other people will think about me and speak about this and that and in this thinking i have handed all my hard earned money to someone.while handing that money i have that nervousness in me but i though that he will be angry on me and he will say random thinks about me to my family etc. But now i am regretting my decision and hurting myself what shall i do.i am very confused what is happening with me previously i love and cared a lot about my money but rn i dont finding money pleasureable Pls help