Mental condition. No body understand me!

From last few days its like around m nt feeling good at all i just feel like cry and i cry basically all the time for no reason i cry on small things gts irritated for nothingi try o control my self bt still i loose my mind i feel like empty always alone dnt want to talk to people much if i do so i gt easily irritated.i am somewhere lost..i keep my self active so that i dnt loose myself bt still i dnt like doinganything just wanted to sit alone and cry as mch as i can.!!bascially i am facing thing a timeline back bt frm last 5-6days i cn see difference in myself wanted to sleep a lot dnt want to do anything. I had an abortion cz of some medical  conditions few months back it remimd me of that also m pissed off badly no one reallyunderstands me nt my husband.everyone is busy with there stuff. He supports me bt nt the way I wanted him too. No body understand me