Life problem. plz help. To be taken?

Hello doctor, I am a 20 year old guy. I had given up on academics 5 ago. I didn't study more than 10 th std as I was not interested in studies. I'm home alone for the past 5 years as I am suffering from severe depression. Now people around me are murmuring as if my life is over because of my giving up on studies. They are bad mouthing me. I was seriously disinterested in studies. I have no special talents. I feel like living in hell. Now I am very much afraid of my future. I have several questions on myself. My doubt is, If studies is gone, is that mean everything is lost in life???.. I had read about lots of familiar personalities in the history who gave up on studies a nd went on to become super successful and created history. I also wanted to become like them. I want to become a Rockefeller in my life. I need to create history. For that what must be the next step to be taken? Please help me by providing some valuable advice in detail. Please don't hurt me. Help me. Thank you.