I'm very depressed regarding my married.

My husband lives with his mother in orissa and i live in Kolkata as i work here. His mother tries to control his life and he let her.she doesn't like me much.he shares all the small details with her but not me.he also highlights my faults to her.they get angry at me.my husband is not talking to me.has blocked me.said i can't take care of his mother.the day she stops complaining about me, he would talk.and he continues complaining against me to her.i try to protect his image before all and he does the opposite.they don't understand my emotions.mother in law rebukes my husband saying i am worthless.she even beats him.he doesn't understand his mother has psychological problem.he gets angry at me.whatever i do or say is wrong in their opinion.i have good intentions.but fail to make them believe.every time i have to prove myself.i plead to them,ask forgiveness.thus everytime our relationship gets saved.now i cant think of living without him.they never understand their faults.am i that bad?