I have Harm OCD. Commit suicide or what!

I am asking my self again and again that i want to commit suicide or not …. Some times mind says YES do it …. But after that i become nervous and thinking why my mind saying yes and become so anxious and worried ..... i am not understanding what should i do and what situation i am….. Should i worried about that YES …. I also started medicines from two days mentioned in my medicines from psychiatrist ..... Today i was ok till i saw electricity wire and getting a picture that i will touch it but after some time i started asking me questions and even gone close to wire and put my hand close to it for touch...... ITS is OCD or what i am worried and these thoughts why can't i leave this suicide thoughts …....... and anxiety or ocd really make me to touch that wire or any other wrong things to myself . I am same like a people who want to commit suicide or what