Highly frustrated. Or is this normal?

I was already diagnosed with OCD.. I got married under heavy mental pressure. Im undergoing a lot of mental torture from some people within the family.. not able to discuss this with my husband coz they act so very nicely to me before him.. since I have a psychiatric problem already . With this stress added up I'm unable to cope up.. my head feels too heavy I feel as if steam is coming out of my ears.. dizziness. And then I become still.. I feel like shouting out everything I feel.. but not able to.. I feel helpless.. not able to cry.. tears are not coming.. so I feel as if some pressure is building up in my chest and head and it is going to burst. Should I need counseling?? Or is this normal? I'm clueless