Feeling too much. Stopped at this point!

Emotionally disturbed,feeling alone ,cry on small issues because every word is hitting directly my emotions,feel like there is nothing,fights in relation due to these unnecessary emotions,anxiety,anger,feeling like crying inside,silently screams,finds no solution,unable to do anything,feels no love in relationship,stressed all time,if disturbed unable to sleep properly,feeling low all he time ,no interest in anything,wants to run,wants to change but failed everytime,seems that i have to live like this,an i really dnt kno why this i happening i wan to cry,want my love to hold me tight,i want my love to understand me,i m really upset from last two years,and once all this starts my whole​ day wasted,react overly,shouts,no peace,only small interval when i feel good ,waiting for responses from my love,not satisfied with myself,feels like life stopped at this point