Endometriosis. Without spoiling my life.

I've been suffering from endometriosis since last 7 years, thats 2 years before I got married. And few months after getting married my gyne suggested me to go for mirena as we felt it was too early to have a baby that time. Now I'm 29 and we as couple think we should have a baby now, but the thought of getting mirena removed and going back to the painfull hell I went through makes me postpone it further. I know I am just delaying it for the sake of my comfort and it could even be harming me in the long run as I still face related issues like frequent backaches, not able to reduce weight, hair loss, slow metabolism, confusion what all. I might even have to go for IVF, but I am not able to get my self ready for all the chaos that is going to come in my life with this. I am already prone to depression and endometriosis pain is nearly killing, it consumes you entirely. I cant decide what to do. I cant go on forever without starting a family or I can without spoiling my life.