Ear problem. Many dr. but i am afraid.

I lost my hearing while between I was 12 to 15 year old and water or earwax was coming from my both ears and it continued for 3 to 4 years and my parents didn't take seriously and after some time I was losing  my hearing and couldn't hear if someone speak slowly as normal and when I became 18 years old my family decided to came to India for operation in 2010 in Delhi at Apollo Hospital  and after completing all checks up on my hearing side Dr.suggest to do operation of my both earsdrum because there is a hole on my eardrum and we accepted and did operation both year in between one month first one ear operated and after 2 weeks the next ear operated and Dr.gave us some medicine and after operation I felt some kind of voice in my ears like zinngg zinngg and till today its continues. Now my hearing is too bad and I'm not feeling good I'm in Pune now and I'm looking for a better treatment of my ears. Suggest and guide me please . What should I do. I went to many Dr. But I am afraid...