Do I have ptsd? From ptsd or c-ptsd?

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. I can understand your suitation and challenges to adopt emotionally with practical world and also overcome past trauma. Whether it's feelings or emotions or behaviors, all are influenced either positive or negative when you apply your past opinion or experience over a certain thoughts. End of the days it's an mindset game. Be positive. There are techniques and therapies to slowly change or modify your mindsets through psychotherapies with a help of mental health professional like us. Don't hesitate to consult for a complete assessment of your symptoms, conditions, feelings, behaviors etc to identify the exact problem and then recommendation of suitable solution. Be positive. You will be alright soon. Feel free to reach me online for further evaluation and assistance.