Depressive state (bipolar maybe) Family.

Am youngest amongst 4 siblings and have good equation with  my family. Since 1 year am out of job and still not searching for job like on an urgency basis and wasting my time and losing interest in doing most of the things... Nothing is driving me to change my pathetic life now. I am at home most of the time just on my bed mostly and on phone doing YouTube or just recreational things. I don't know why but as since I have left my job I have been doing lot of sexchats with many different girls which I never used to do.. and no I have reduced that to almost not doing now as am bored of it. Also my penis doesn't get and hold much erection now. I had a breakup around 3 yrs back which also had strong impact on me.... I talk a lot with my friends n family and make people laugh I have not gained much in life personally or professionally but I know I can do it but never made much effort. I have lost interest in being happy n losing the zeal to get my life in a better situation.