Depression. For me. mayb tym isn't ryt.

I recently broke up with my boyfriend because he said he is still not over his ex. It's been 6 months but I have still not shown any signs of moving on. Deep within I still hope he gets back to me sometime though he says he isn't ready for another relationship yet. V hav dated for around a year when he told me about this problem he is facing. Meanwhile my mom came to know of this and she is very much against relationships. I don't know wat to do. I want to wait for him till d end of life. I can not imagine another man in his place. I'm losing my self confidence. I'm a medical student (3rd year Mbbs ) a very determined and always had my emotions under control . But I feel all my abilities are leaving my side. It's my first relationship. Things were perfect when v were in d same town. They started deteriorating after he left to Delhi for his job. Mayb he cudnt handle long distance . I still believe hez a good person though . He has always respected me n cared for me.Mayb tym isn't ryt.