Depression. Me. give some suggestions.

first let me tell you there is no one better than parents in life. i am sure your parents love you very much, but they are human beings also and they make mistakes. sit and speak about your feelings with them. Secondly suicide is not the answers in life. difficulties in life has to be faced and when you face them you become more stronger and better. for example - when you were a small child how difficult was it sitting on a chair? you had to climb on it! remember? but did you give up? because you did not give up, sitting on a chain is no more difficult for you today. so challenges in life are like the chair. as you face them you grow bigger than the challenges. so there is no question of giving up. we only give up when we cannot see the results of the future. so trust in God and take actions today as you can never know the results of the future. remember what ever God does He does for good. Speak to your boyfriend too about what you feel and find out the solution together.

consult a psychiatrist

Hello my friend...just remember "Broken heart and shattered dreams are key mentors for weaving a glorious destiny."...Consult nearest psychiatrist as you require detailed counseling session and you may require medications to solve your problems as many things can't be discussed in forum like this...With that fallow relaxation techniques like yoga, meditation,avoid alcohol, smoking, coffee, tea...have good sleep and develop healthy food habits..good luck

Loss of interest, decreased concentration and attention, feeling low and disturbed sleep or appetite are some of the signs of depression. Consult a psychiatrist who will assess you in detail. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless, seek professional help immediately. Try some relaxation techniques like yoga, meditation and deep breathing. Indulge in hobbies. Spend time with people close to you.