Depression, Anxiety, Attention seeking.

I'm currently doing my research and going through mental stress. Whenever two people are talking, I want to join the conversation. I'm in need of importance. I'm in need of attention. I feel so empty inside most of the times. I feel isolateed. I get demonic dreams. I could'nt trust anybody. I could'nt focus on my work. My mind is always wandering. I feel lost. I don't feel hunger. I feel resentment from people around me. I'm dieing for acceptance. I dwell on past successes. I feel lazy to do anything. I feel lazy to wake up from the bed. Later on, I ccurse myself for being lazy. I cry for every little thing and I also laugh for every small joke. I could'nt be independent. I'm always in need of someone. I have low confidence and poor self esteem.