I was sexually attracted to my family from age 10.i would touch them inappropriately.later stopped.when I reached 14 or 15 was sexually attracted to my sister.i would touch her inappropriately when playing and when asleep I would put my hand inside her dress.and later feel guilty.but would forget soon and treat her as my sister.i did not want to abuse my sister but was really sexually attracted to her as I was emotionally connected.she is a year younger.i was overprotective of her.but I don't understand why I did this..I stopped doing this by 16..and did this once or twice.now I'm 21.i am matured and feel guilty of doing it.i grew without any exposure to outer world only with my sister and mom around.i protected my sister from everyone but don't know why I did this.i felt guilty and let my mom and sister knew.they said they were never aware of this and consoled me.but I feel guilty and shameful.i did not want to abuse but was really attracted to her.i want to die now.pls help me asap
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I would suggest you to see a psychiatrist first and also consult a psychologist and therapist. I understand the pain and emotions you might be going through but we can always make up for things that go wrong. We can help you out through this.
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Thanks for seeking help here.
After evaluation of current history it suggests you may have OCD with depression. How ever we need a detail evaluation and proper management plans.
I believe strongly you have enough courage now and that why you came forward to discuss your issues. Definitely we will help you in this.
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I will suggest you that definitely you need a early consultation with Psychiatrist. In Practo we can help you out of this also. Suggest you with a delay come for immediate consultation so that the anxiety and guilty feeling will be resolved earliest.
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