certainely you are in a bad condition right now but it will not last forever. consult with me or any psychologist for therapy & counseling all the best seek help

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help here. Negativity in life, feelings low, loneliness, depression etc are sign of anxiety. Your mind may be pre occupied by overthinking about some Past unpleasant events or worrying about future with fear and insecurity. With such emotions disturbance, obviously you will feel negativity in day to day life. Having experienced such negativity affecting your life and relationships, why don't you take the next logical step to address it by taking a professional help. Yes, with counseling support and few self behavioral therapies, you can overcome this problem. Feel free to reach out to me online through Practo for further detailed evaluation and suitable recommendation that you can follow practically. Be positive. You will be alright soon.

I suggest you to consult a psychologist to understand yourself better and handle all other issues..

U have taken first step in solving ur problem by recognising the issues which are disturbing you .. having done that u need to seek assistance of a psychologist / psychotherapist to further address and eliminate the problems that are troubling u through various therapies . U may call me anytime

Feeling low, having crying spells, sleep and appetite disturbances, and difficulty in concentration and attention are some of the signs of Depression. Consult a Psychiatrist for a detailed assessment. It is likely with medication and counseling the symptoms will improve. If you are feeling suicidal or hopeless consult a Psychiatrist immediately.