H, It is good that you asked for help.If you are anxious and confused about which path in life to follow especially concerning career, as well as ones identity and independence in social relationships.Living in the past leads you to guilt, regret,and fear of death.
Next Steps
. Consult a psychologist.Rule out phobias and addiction if any.CBT , Interpersonal skills will help you.
Health Tips
Accept yourself as you are.
Try to forgive
mindfulness meditation