Hi... It appears to be a combination of childhood attachment issues rooted in parenting and emotional burnout as an adolescent/young adult. The work needs to be done on helping you develop a better emotional self which is not dependent on others to seek approval for being who you are. Working upon self-esteem, self-worth, and relational self needs more attention. Overcoming this set back is a relatively short term goal.
Next Steps
Consult a Psychologist.
Interpersonal Guidance and Counselling is required.
Health Tips
Mr. Gunjan Maithil
Senior Psychologist
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