Hello there. Please get in touch with a Psychiatrist as soon as possible.  Also notify or disclose your  condition to your near n dear ones, so that you are not alone and have hands on help. If there are any reasons for same put a stop involvement in it atleast for time being to reduce the stress levels. If you are living alone. As some friend or family to come n stay with you if possible.  Otherwise if impulses are too strong at that time call up someone close and talk to them. See a Psychiatrist.  Tc