Aggressive anger issues. Or actions.

I am feeling very unhappy and angry all the time.there is no positive attitude towards life.I feel that no one cares for me or loves me even my husband and my parents.they are not concerned about my wellbeing.I seek every reason to fight with them especially with my husband.I feel that i don't love him and have to compromise just because of our son.my in-laws are awful towards me because of which me and my husband shifted to noida.after this also i feel that he doesn't love me.I m concerned about my son and myself.in what kind of environment he is growing.I feel like leaving every body and just go or harm myself.I am not content with what i am having and wanted more but nothing positive is happening.when I am angry I have no control over my language or actions.I throw stuff,break them,scold my son,blame my husband and parents.plz help me.