Strange Thought (please help) Mefy 25mg!

I did not study with dedication. Because after graduation there was a lockdown and my confidence had also reduced. After 3 years of graduation, One day I was talking to a classmate of mine, he told me that our college has offered job worth Rs. 8,000 per month. Only 8k. Hearing this, I got very scared and started studying. And I got a job and learned a lot of new things. Then one day I thought that if my classmate had not told me that there are jobs worth Rs 8 thousand per month only. For people after post-graduation. I couldn't study and couldn't get a job. Because I started studying due to fear. And I quit my job because I started getting headaches every day thinking that  classmate had done me a big favor. Now the situation is like this Whenever I sit to study. I start getting headache. And headache keeps happening all day long. now i am doing delivery boy job And I feel very sad while doing this work. whats wrong with me please help i am taking nitpax CR 25mg  and mefy 25mg