Strange Symptom (please help) Is this?

I have some kind of disease, If I get any such information from any person which I can use in my personal growth for my career. So I ignore that information Because I feel that person has contributed to my life. Even if that person's intention is not to do good for me. he just shared For example, the person told me that he is the ABC developer. And after hearing this I realized that this can also be a career. Now because I heard about ABC developer from that person. So I will not pursue our career. I feel as if he has contributed to my life. I am stuck in a similar situation My thinking has become like this it was not like this before. I am also suffering from depression and ocd since 5-6 years. I am taking nitpax Cr 12.5. please help me whats wrong with me which kind of symptom is this