Psychiatric medicine advice. Calmly.

Hi I am 35 years old Male. I have severe anxiety & depression, severe procrastination, social anxiety. With courage i started medicines a psychiatrist. He suggested 3 medicines s-celepra 5mg, lonazep md 0.5, etizolam 0.25 mg. I started medicines for 20 days but i had seen severe side effects of these medicine which is chronic constipation. Then i stopped medicine & asked psychiatrist about the solution. And psychiatrist is very rude. I want a second opinion with another psychiatrist. I want to get out of this by medicines only at least 70 percent. Iam telling this because i cant afford psychotherapy sessions & cbt. I want to get rid from this problem completely. Please reply what can i do. Iam scared to go to another psychiatrist. Because my first psychiatrist whom i consulted was very bad. His behaviour with patient is very bad. Please suggest good psychiatrist who listen properly & treat patient calmly.