Postpartum depression. Depression!

Hello Friend, Good that you are seeking a help. Motherhood is a next stage in a woman's life and along with it it brings in joy and additional responsibilities. I don't know about your working status. Typically in working women it adds more worries on how to balance the baby and work life balance. As in your case, being a c section, you may also have bodily pain and stress. Don't worry too much. Your baby is your  medicine and treatment. You need enjoy every moment with the little angle. Take the support of husband and your mother. They should give you the moral support and boost. If you still need help to remove this mindset then reach out to any of us. Happy to help you come out this negative feeling.