Not happy with what I am doing in life.

I own a women wear Boutiqe in Delhi. I have been married for more then 3 years. I handle the house with help of a part time maid, handle my business, also helping my husband to settle his. From past 6 months, I have started felling like this not what I wanted in life. Get up in morning cook several dishes for the family, go to work after that already tired of household work. Then rush with my husband for his work come back tired then again do the household work and off to bed. No romance no excitement or no unplanned date or a holiday. Nothing to wake up to in morning. Other than the same old routine. I am actually a fun loving person who like those above things in life. Who want to travel the world( eventually) cook but only when I fell like not like 7 days a week n 4 dishes a day..this is not what I signed up for. A nagging complaining mother in law who wants to pick holes in everything I say or do. I don't kno what to do with my life.some days I just want to leave everyone n go