My doctor is out of town. I will be!

Hello Sir,i am.talking lithosun 300 from past one year, along with zovane and lonazep,as last year i had extreme period of depression and suicidal tendencies,i used to have hallucinations and i used to see ghosts faces in people faces,i could not sleep at all,i lost aroud 20 kgs weight,i dont know if i had bipolar or something else,i am a topper in class,i just wanted to ask you that lithosun as i have heard is excreted from kidneys, so almost one year has passed i am.taking it,what effects could it cause on my kidneys,moreover i wanna say that i am comletely recovered from the disease,i am healthy,i eat healthy,i have good appetite,i go to gym,i gained about 10 kgs of weight from last year by going to gym and eating healthy,one.more thing, everything is fine except sometimes i cannot recognise myself peoperly in photos,and i find difficulty in driving due to detachment and forgetting directions often,beside this i am fit ad fine,i will be thankful if u answer my queries